Saturday, February 15, 2003

The Never Ending Story

How come the Never Ending Story has like 4 installments? Personally i'd feel jiped if went into the theater to see a "Never Ending Story" and then to leave because it ended. Wow i'm turdlicker today! and it's only 10 am where i am.

I've started to get into shape again. I busted out my climbing shoes and hit the walls twice this week. I managed to get enough time in to make me moblie enough to get to school, but sore enough that putting on coats and stretching is a wincing pain. I missed that feeling. I finally got to use my shoes! I mean aside from the whole irony of buying my shoes, then ending up in the hospital without getting a chance to hit the wall, i'm not bitter.

This entry into my weblog is very summerical, I noticed the minute i started writing it. I honestly don't have any starteling revelations, i've been too damned busy for that. Aside from hurting myself physically, i've also been beaten like a dog at school. There is so much i had to do in the past week. I mean, i had 2 midterms and 2 assignments due. It genuinely feels like school is out to kill me and take my money in the process.

The housemates of mine are cool. G is a little out of touch with things. For some reason, when ever he's free, he says "I want to do something!" but of course i'm innundated with work so i can't do crap. I thought i had an empathy problem, but G doesn't seem to understand that he's a fricken genius and his not studying is a 70% which is what i get. And he spits in the kitchen sink. But i assume this is what living with roomates is about. I mean it's nothing horrible, because i know people who have horrible roommates, personally i think i lucked out.

Alyssa thinks i'm a fucking psycho, but not the homcial kind. Well, it's true, but i can't have any one thinking that! But seriously, she's cool. She a little wired tho. I mean, everything i do or G does makes her think about something personally wrong with herself or insulted. What a funny house i live in. G apathic, Alyssa empathic. Me well let's just stick with pathetic.

I've got so much work to do, it's not fucking funny. I can't wait until summer, when i might get the chance to see a friend. I've got to start actively looking for a job. I want a job so fucking far away from waterloo. I mean i came to waterloo to leave it. I was hoping co-op would be a great portal to the world. Instead it's just a portal to hell. I'm nothing but a paradox.

Happy Valentines day! I find that everyone who celebrates it is usually love struck, those that don't are usually bitter. Me i abstained from valentines, i just enjoyed watching people whine and bitch or sighed and exhaled. Kinda funny how labeling a date with a specific theme gets everyone's panties in a gitch. You know how long it took me personally get over my own teenage angest. I've still got some of it left, but by count like 5 years. We all care about personal relationships, but during those hormonal years it's really funny. Personally i think that people have batteries complexes. They are all horomoanal until they just don't have the strength to care anymore. And you know what, i think i've stopped caring. Not the point of complete apathy, but to the point where i'm not a love struck idiot.

It's either that or i manged to hide it very well. (i've just totally negating any sort of sense i've even tried to make, bah! this is my weblog, :P )

Fun Factor of 5 and counting!